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panicnhysteria
18 July 2016 @ 01:01 am

Hello!
In the hope of making friends (friends are always welcome!) and stop scaring people away, here is an introduction post to whatever weirdness you may find ahead. I'm awkward writing even to myself so I apologize in advance for any cringe worthy stuff you may be reading right now.

All entries are public since I don’t have a single discreet bone in my body.
I tend to talk a lot about my private live including relationships, stressful things in life and such, that can be found (or avoided) in the rant tag.


On the issue of...
I’ve started a more serious (ish?) line of writing! Something similar to essays (more like a mix between what I think is an essay and an article of opinion) to practice my writing and to keep my mind from rotting. Here I write about my thoughts on various issues (hence the tag) that may be useful or at least a simple way to waste your time and/or discuss with me.


Fic List (If you may call it that way, I haven’t written a lot)

[Fic list]

A Taste of Honey – From the V-Day Fic Exchange Prompt: Matthew and Dominic have been friends since they were 13 and Dominic had an instant crush on Matthew. But he decided to never act on it. Until, a few years later, Matthew complains to Dominic about not having anyone on Valentine's Day. Dominic decides to help him with that.
A Walk Through the End of The World[Original work] Writing Prompt: The last human being alive writes a message to someone who may one day read it. It is a foretelling of the end of the human race who has pillaged the resources and desolated the Earth.
  Arrhythmic – "As sure as they were, no one but the other could make them fail at what they do best".
  New Born[Original work] Just break the silence cause I'm drifting away, away from you...
Plan B for Best -  For Snowpremacy 2016: Sometimes it's good to do things unplanned.
Unfortunate Soul [Oneshot based on my friend's original story] What happened to that little girl since the moment that her father showed his true self?

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panicnhysteria
19 February 2018 @ 08:24 pm
 Olympic Athletes from Russia ddid their long dance to a Muse mix including Exogenesis Symphony and Ruled by Secrecy. Im dead, go watch it whenever you have the chance they were beautiful
 
 
panicnhysteria
15 February 2018 @ 10:56 pm
 Maybe not a so important post but my phone is busy watching the male figure skating short program and Yuzuru Hanyu just ACED HIS PERFORMANCE AND I'M SO AMAZED AND USUALLY I WOULD WRITE THIS ON TWITTER OR INSTA BUT PHONE BUSY SO DREAMWIDTH HERE YOU HAVE IT I'M IN LOVE WITH YUZURU HE WAS PURE BLISS TO WATCH MY HEART STOPPED EVERY TIME HE JUMPED AND SCORING 111 POINTS THAT'S SOME FEAT I'M PROUD

Ok rant over, thank you
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panicnhysteria
28 August 2017 @ 01:12 am
Hello again! 

So, against my stage fright, I have decided to participate in yet another singing contest (I offered and no one forced/convinced me so I consider this a great step forwards to stop being so self conscious when I am in front of other people). Rules are the usual: Songs in Spanish are preferred, the song length should not be more than 4 minutes, etc. 

I had some strong song options when I remembered a song I really love: My Reflection, from Mulan OST. This song carries a great meaning to me, since I related so much to it when I felt I wouldn't ever be enough to make my parents proud and when I felt I had no identity whatsoever. I know I can sing this song with all the emotion it needs and deserves. 

However, the song only lasts 2-ish minutes, and there are only 10 lines to be sung. I feel like I would have to sing like I've never dared to if I want to even think about passing to the next round, and I fear singing 10 lines might be a direct pass to "better try next year". What do you think? 
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Feeling: pensivepensive
 
 
panicnhysteria
16 August 2017 @ 05:48 pm
 Heh, hi again. I went back to school and I'm already wishing I was resting 24/7 again. I had a quick question! 

Is anyone here from Australia? This semester, I'm taking a class called "Culture of English-speaking Countries", and our first assignment, due next Friday, is to present the basic facts about a country.

My team's country is, you've guessed it, Australia.

I'm in charge of finding out about Australia's government, but I don't trust what the internet tells me. The Australian Government's official site (?) seems pretty good, to be honest. Full of information available for everyone, and there is this thing called myGov (which I won't get into since I'm guessing this is for Australian citizens only...) but it gives me the impression that from there you can access certain government services. Wikipedia says "The Government of the Commonwealth of Australia is a federal, parlamentary, constitutional monarchy", which I will have to look into.

Besides this, I need to figure out who are the most important political figures nowadays. So... I could trust the internet and get my information from there, but if by any chance there is a direct source around here, that would be greatly appreciated. Thank you! 
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panicnhysteria
05 June 2017 @ 07:51 pm
 Hi! Quick question: My crush's birthday is on the 25th and I wanted to get her something. The thing is I have no idea of what would be a nice present. She is quite simple like... the things she likes and her hobbies are reduced to reading, listening to music and procastinating.

I think all of our friends will make a little get together so that's like... our general "gift" but I want to give her something else. Any suggestions?
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panicnhysteria
01 June 2017 @ 01:08 am
Title:  The Next Step
Author[personal profile] panicnhysteria 
Pairing: None
Rating: T
WARNINGS: None
Summary: Now that you have the music, you need the ideal video to promote it, right? AKA How the original Uno video was recorded.
Disclaimer: I do not own Muse, and 98% of the things written here come from theories, not reality
Author’s note: For the [community profile] stellarclouds Challenge #17: Dreams. I took a weird approach of "dream", but since the challenge inspired me to write this, it fits. It was May when I finished writing it, even if I'm posting it a little late. I hope you like it!:) 

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panicnhysteria
30 May 2017 @ 10:01 pm
Hi! Yet again, no update. I really am not true to my word, right? But this week (from the 23rd to the 30th) has been full of events and, as usual, I shall express all of it here, so be prepared.

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panicnhysteria
25 May 2017 @ 09:44 pm
 I'm preparing my final project and haven't been able to post what I had planned! That's still in my things to finish. However, today I found something and thought it would be nice to share what I thought about it. 

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Feeling: nostalgicnostalgic
 
 
panicnhysteria
07 May 2017 @ 03:18 am
I hoped my next entry would be a fic or the anecdotes of the oh so awesome three day trip to another city but I just had an anxiety attack? I won't assume I know what even happened, but I imagine that's what happened. 

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