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panicnhysteria
18 July 2016 @ 01:01 am

Hello!
In the hope of making friends (friends are always welcome!) and stop scaring people away, here is an introduction post to whatever weirdness you may find ahead. I'm awkward writing even to myself so I apologize in advance for any cringe worthy stuff you may be reading right now.

All entries are public since I don’t have a single discreet bone in my body.
I tend to talk a lot about my private live including relationships, stressful things in life and such, that can be found (or avoided) in the rant tag.


On the issue of...
I’ve started a more serious (ish?) line of writing! Something similar to essays (more like a mix between what I think is an essay and an article of opinion) to practice my writing and to keep my mind from rotting. Here I write about my thoughts on various issues (hence the tag) that may be useful or at least a simple way to waste your time and/or discuss with me.


Fic List (If you may call it that way, I haven’t written a lot)

[Fic list]

A Taste of Honey – From the V-Day Fic Exchange Prompt: Matthew and Dominic have been friends since they were 13 and Dominic had an instant crush on Matthew. But he decided to never act on it. Until, a few years later, Matthew complains to Dominic about not having anyone on Valentine's Day. Dominic decides to help him with that.
A Walk Through the End of The World[Original work] Writing Prompt: The last human being alive writes a message to someone who may one day read it. It is a foretelling of the end of the human race who has pillaged the resources and desolated the Earth.
  Arrhythmic – "As sure as they were, no one but the other could make them fail at what they do best".
  New Born[Original work] Just break the silence cause I'm drifting away, away from you...
Plan B for Best -  For Snowpremacy 2016: Sometimes it's good to do things unplanned.
Unfortunate Soul [Oneshot based on my friend's original story] What happened to that little girl since the moment that her father showed his true self?

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panicnhysteria
05 June 2017 @ 07:51 pm
 Hi! Quick question: My crush's birthday is on the 25th and I wanted to get her something. The thing is I have no idea of what would be a nice present. She is quite simple like... the things she likes and her hobbies are reduced to reading, listening to music and procastinating.

I think all of our friends will make a little get together so that's like... our general "gift" but I want to give her something else. Any suggestions?
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panicnhysteria
01 June 2017 @ 01:08 am
Title:  The Next Step
Author[personal profile] panicnhysteria 
Pairing: None
Rating: T
WARNINGS: None
Summary: Now that you have the music, you need the ideal video to promote it, right? AKA How the original Uno video was recorded.
Disclaimer: I do not own Muse, and 98% of the things written here come from theories, not reality
Author’s note: For the [community profile] stellarclouds Challenge #17: Dreams. I took a weird approach of "dream", but since the challenge inspired me to write this, it fits. It was May when I finished writing it, even if I'm posting it a little late. I hope you like it!:) 

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panicnhysteria
30 May 2017 @ 10:01 pm
Hi! Yet again, no update. I really am not true to my word, right? But this week (from the 23rd to the 30th) has been full of events and, as usual, I shall express all of it here, so be prepared.

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panicnhysteria
25 May 2017 @ 09:44 pm
 I'm preparing my final project and haven't been able to post what I had planned! That's still in my things to finish. However, today I found something and thought it would be nice to share what I thought about it. 

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Feeling: nostalgicnostalgic
 
 
 
panicnhysteria
07 May 2017 @ 03:18 am
I hoped my next entry would be a fic or the anecdotes of the oh so awesome three day trip to another city but I just had an anxiety attack? I won't assume I know what even happened, but I imagine that's what happened. 

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panicnhysteria
25 April 2017 @ 04:47 pm
Title: Sympathy for the Devil
Pairing: Frostiron
Rating: PG-13
WARNINGS: None
NOTE: Spoilers for the last Thor, Avengers and Captain America movies. 
Summary: Tony's meeting is interrupted by the presence of a certainly-not-dead God of Mischief.Loki has come looking for an alliance with Midgard's mightiest heroes. Too bad the Avenger are not as they used to be and Loki has a lot of catching up to do.
Disclaimer: I don't own any characters from MCU. The plot and theorizing is mine but that's it. 
Author’s note: Thanks to [personal profile] nuraicha  for helping me with this story (and for  showing me the beautiful gif that inspired this. You're the best! I hope you enjoy this :) Also! I posted this on AO3 earlier and I already received a few comments regarding some plot holes that will mostly be addressed later. Anyway, any feedback regarding it is welcome :) Bear in mind this was supposed to be the shortest thing ever. Ha!

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panicnhysteria
18 April 2017 @ 05:10 pm
Another not-great post *sigh*
I think I might have hurt my mum but I'm so confused that I'm not sure so I don't know what to do. 
So, my family is Catholic, all of us. At the beginning of the year my mum started taking us every Sunday to mass because she felt we had been away from God too long (especially my little brothers since they don't even know what to do in mass). So we started going and we actually enjoyed it (I always did, I just didn't have the means to go to church on my own).
One day, my mum asks me if I would help a friend of hers in their group of Christian mudic during an event (I mentioned this on another post, I think). So I said yes to help, the event passed and my mum has insisted and managed to get me to play during Christian services like 5 times. 
I have expressed that I want to attend mass in our Catholic church and she ignored me. So in Sundays it's either going with her to the Christian service or staying home while she attends the service without us (which I consider unfair because neither my brothers nor I can leave to mass on our own).
So my mum decided we would split our Sundays between the services and mass and I agreed because it's better than nothing at all. I told my dad about this agreement and I mentioned if I hadn't agreed she would leave us home to go to the services every week and my dad said we didn't have to do as she said, that he could take us to mass in the afternoon. And I told him "we'll see" because I wanted to discuss the issue with my mum. 
Turns out she overheard our conversation and has been ignoring me since this happened: 
"Hey mum"
"..."
"Mum, are you okay? What's wrong?" 
"Nothing, I'm okay." 
"Why are you not talking to me, then? Did something happen?" 
"I just heard what you said to your dad." 
"What did I say?" 
"Nothing. I'm telling you nothing happened".
And she hasn't even glanced at me after that. Now, I guess I said something that hurt her? But I thought I was talking alone to my dad and I could apologize but I really meant what I said. If I apologize or say I didn't mean it, she'll feel free to keep taking us to the services and I don't feel comfortable there. So... Do I wait or do I apologize? What am I supposed to do in this situation? 
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panicnhysteria
17 April 2017 @ 11:23 pm
I had planned on making my first post on DW meaningful? But I just sang "Son of Man" with my crush line by line via text and I feel sooo silly/happy that she knows the lyrics of Disney songs as well as I do. This is a sign we are made for each other, right? xD
Oh, well... On another note, more fics to come on May, let's return to MS with a bang!
 
 
Feeling: giddygiddy
Listening: Son of Man
 
 
panicnhysteria
03 April 2017 @ 02:19 am
Title: Heart's Desire
Author: panicnhysteria
Pairing: FrostIron
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None. Lots of fluff and a bit of swearing, I guess
Summary: Everyone is born with their soulmate's name on their wrist. Finding them was nevertheless not that easy. Tony never even bothered registering in the first place, the name on his wrist was an indecipherable mess. Loki on the other hand was obsessed with looking for his soulmate, the one person who would accept, respect and love him for sure, just like he always longed for.
Feedback: Always welcomed and appreciated.
Disclaimer: I do not own MCU, I'm just playing with some characters.
Author's note: FrostIron is my most recent and well-loved favorite ship. I adventured into writing it as part of a "event"? I felt challenged but I'm happy with the final result. There is art for this one, made by fightacrosstheconstellation, you can find it here if you're interested.

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Feeling: tiredtired